Monthly Archives: June 2013

a callout of perceptions

i am not the typical canadian figure.  i am a mixed race queer boy that has dreadlocks, facial piercings and several tattoos.  i am an addict in recovery, choosing not to drink or use drugs and believes in anarchism.  not … Continue reading

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the void sinks

i would say that i have a tolerance for adapting to physical discomfort.  i can fall asleep anywhere.  shit, i used to rip and tear at my skin in hopes of finding comfort.  its the emotional discomfort where my coping … Continue reading

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under burners

trudging through a frantic flood swimming desire of aroma about her skin & the urge of her breast lips fall but a moment lather blood smear honey love, but rain on me gone only to sleep in a bed beneath … Continue reading

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disclosure and honesty

i have not been honest with my host family.  i have consciously decided to not share that i am queer and a recovering addict who has been abstinent from alcohol and drugs for almost 7 years now.  in relationships, i … Continue reading

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is food over fuel still revelant?

is food over fuel still relevant?  for my pre-departure research paper, i argued that the movement of unified campesinos in aguan (MUCA) fight for food sovereignty is a direct threat to wealthy honduran land owners, the honduran governments and multinational … Continue reading

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necessity for guidance and structure, not now

i live by others’ expectations of me, or even what i think others’ expectations of me are.  my need for guidance and structure is a way for me to setup an expectation for myself.  at the school that i am … Continue reading

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with love and hope

i hate it when i hear a friend of mine is struggling.  instances of struggle shared by friends are indicated by phrases like, “i’m not doing so well,” “i have relapsed,” “i’m living on the streets,” “i’m just trying to … Continue reading

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